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| Capsule 01 - The
Coil Of Sihn - Enter Purchase Online - Only $5.00! - Support Independent Artists. |
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| Capsule 02 - The Coil Of Sihn - My World Purchase Online - Only $5.00! - Support Independent Artists. |
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| Capsule 03 - The Coil Of Sihn - Through Purchase Online - Only $5.00! - Support Independent Artists. |
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| Covers | ||
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| Intricate Embrace | ||
what is this i see before me world of lightning and of rain have i my true reflection a mirror of scars and of pain this is not what i expected to be from you so far away this is not what i intended to be hunting for you every day reaching for you in the darkness drawing back only emptiness falling for you each time i see you in my dreams, in my dreams when we finally melt together and this world crumbles to fade my intricate embrace will wash you of this world that we have made with your ring deep inside me a guiding hand to your light lead me on into this prison to rescue you from this night i don't know where i'm going out of time out of my mind i don't go where i am knowing out of time out of my mind salvation rests in my hands no savior can survive crucifixion is not an option if you do not live then we both die the sins of others are upon me and also have dragged you down my intricate embrace will wash you of this stain of this clown i don't know where I'm going out of time out of my mind i don't go where i am knowing out of time out of my mind top |
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| Intricate Embrace (Still Looking remix) | ||
| what do i see before me world of lightning and rain fell into my reflection mirror of scars and of pain this is not what i expected reaching for you in the darkness when we finally melt together your ring deep inside me i don't know where i'm going salvation is in my hands sins of others upon me i don't know where I'm going Intricate embrace |
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| Tricks | ||
sit back and relax as i dance as i twist kiss your fist of love deep in my eyes through my disguise you will never ever see me so i smile tricks churning in my tricks burning in my tricks turning in my tricks burning in my hate burning in my eyes burn between my thighs i need to release i cannot escape my flesh drink all of you down thick and thin tearing my within i gaze into your face full of want full of disgust spin me around just to watch me bleed tricks churning in my tricks burning in my tricks turning in my tricks burning in my hate burning in my eyes burn between my thighs i need to release i cannot escape my flesh flesh! now you pull away pull out of me and so i shake i quake as you stand slipping on the glove killing my love pounding rage that enslaves my soul tricks churning in my tricks burning in my tricks turning in my tricks burning in my hate burning in my eyes burn between my thighs i need to release i cannot escape my flesh i cannot escape my flesh i cannot escape my flesh i cannot escape my flesh top |
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| Separate | ||
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| Escape | ||
come with me let's find a place and leave all this death behind some where where we will see that we can live with no binds running through the flowers running so free no other eyes will find this realm this secret will be ours cast past memory far from us and kiss each other's scars our lips will overflow with our passion and our peace alone at last just you and me... we melt in union drink from each other and live forever our bond forged cables of the heart that cannot be severed this is our time to live and our place to see this cloister of love this island of us a realm unto its own forget in each other's arms it's all gone the pain and the sorrow and we become as one as it should be escape into eternal love... top |
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| Undone | ||
there is no joy in this forgotten world there is no fate except that what you make there is no love in this wretched heart there is no will except that which you break there is no peace in this world of war there is no freedom for we are all slaves there is no strength in this shattered soul there is no truth found underneath your lies there is no beauty without a heavy price there is no warmth in the arms of the dead there is no rest without a kick in the head there is no loyalty to that which is true i can't take it anymore in this world full of you i can't even breath anymore what the fuck can i do all the time built up tears itself apart can you feel me come undone? there is no ideal there is only fakes there is nothing pure there is only decay there is nothing whole there is only shards there is no us there is no us cause you run from what you need and all i can do is bleed there is no taste that still is sweet there is no rain that can wash me clean there is no scent that does not burn there is no light left within me there is no there is nothing there is nothing now i can't take it anymore in this world full of you i can't even breath anymore what the fuck can i do all the time built up tears itself apart can you feel me come undone? top |
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| Deceit | ||
in the night you come creeping in the dark you come to call in innocence i trust you so high i will fall i feel your nails upon my chest i sense your need deep inside clutch the scrap of my purity who i am go run and hide took too long to love me truth at your finger's tip who you reach for is gone and dead staying outside of your grip in the dark you feel my body in the night you feed your flesh in my mind i swim away to drown the truth the love, the wish sense the shell becoming empty you know i am scarcely there do not weep in my eyes cry for your own blank stare you will see you were the end the one that crushed the remnant hope that burned like a crimson beacon calling you my final note living to falsify this will not last my reasons are clear this will not stand my intentions are fear bless this faded brow leave a rose upon my cheek confess this hidden lie in the night you come creeping in the dark you come to call in innocence i trust you so high i will fall i feel your nails upon my chest i sense your need deep inside clutch the scrap of my purity who i am go run and hide took too long to love me truth at your finger's tip who you reach for is gone and dead staying outside of your grip in the night your scent hangs heavy in the dark your sex cuts me in my bed i turn to blackness as you turn as you leave top |
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| Dream | ||
i don't believe in you i know you're not there it is just my fantasy that you ever really cared it fell down to this twist my fist in this decaying dream all i have is what is in my hands and what jerks beneath my skin you make me sick i wish i never saw your face it was just my reality my reality you erased why was i so innocent so trusting so sure you would be with me i pay for the sins of others crucified for nothing i look into your eyes you're not really there i look into your eyes all i got back was your stare now this fucking hole it bleeds it bleeds and decays now this fucking hole it bleeds it bleeds and decays now this fucking hole it bleeds it bleeds and decays give me a reason to burn give me a reason to regret i don't believe in you i know you're not there you were just a fantasy living in my nightmare i am down to this twist my fist in this decaying dream all i have is what is in my hands and what jerks beneath my skin twist my fist in this decaying dream... top |
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| HalfLife | ||
| you're
like a poison ghost in my veins curling your legs around my slickspit brains prick your claw into my aching skin fighting a battle i can never win you
flashed a smile as sharp as a knife why
do you return to the scene of the crime you
gashed a smile kept me sewn up tight no there is nothing left you
flashed a smile as sharp as a knife you
flashed a smile as sharp as a knife i
saw the truth |
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| Climb | ||
climb through the ashes of this futile life only to find that i was wrong what does it mean to just survive when there is no one to live with? live life cutting into fear into that horrible face what have i gained from the fight when there is no one to share with in this space? i am not of this world my nature has no place a diamond in a sea of shit dropped by a god who laughs as i try as i scream to deal with it touch close to the wound that has bled and wept for so long your gaze begins to sear as i find hope behind your eyes your gaze begins to sear as i find hope behind you eyes bite upon my neck and drink all you can from this wounded vampire leave me as you found me dead to this world who never wanted me have you learned your lesson? taken all you can? i am empty of answers cast me aside like a sex crime victim bound with electrical tape i drip as you violate clutch the fabric of my torn innocence your kiss is long since dried but i still feel it upon my skin touch close to the wound that has bled and wept for so long your gaze begins to sear as i find rape behind your eyes your gaze begins to sear as i find rape behind you eyes climb through the ashes of this futile life only to find i am where i belong a diamond a sea of shit a cosmic joke an outcast with no hope climb top |
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| Scar (Dawn Rises Red) | ||
| i
hate getting up like this
the
dawn rises red i hate getting up like this chill
in the air turns me i
hate getting up like this it
is so hard being garbage i
stumble to the floor your
clarity is my demise i
hate getting up like this and
when they find me and
after the sheets are washed i
hate getting up like this i
hope i
hope |
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| Vengeance | ||
| Vengeance,
what are you? What are the parts of which you are comprised?
Are you bits of murder, lies, adultery, thievery, and death
sewn together? I wish to look into your face. I wish to suck
a kiss from your lips and drink your power into me. I wish
to lie with you and let you violate me to achieve my goal. Vengeance, will you bed with me? Are you even in corporeal form? Or do you live in me already? This drive I feel when I think of the past. The drive to succeed where others have tried to make me fail. Is that real vengeance? To survive? To live on? I will see. Make love to me for one night, my vengeance. Take me to your blood soaked bed. Ride me into the oblivion that is your existence. Make me your disciple. There is so much work that needs to be done, so many cups of wrath that have to be passed out and drunk. Let me share the load. No, you ride, like Death, alone. With no judgment, no remorse, completing your rounds with pinpoint accuracy. Deep surgical strikes upon the souls of whom are guilty. They wear their guilt like a cloak unseen by human eye but, to you, it radiates a scent that your nostrils drink. You are beautiful, my vengeance. Your horrific flesh, your strong rotting hands embrace me. You plunge into me deep. You see the vengeance in my mind. You laugh as you share your perfect plan with me. I am put to the edge of being undone with the revelation of it. You are perfect, as well as your deeds. Do not lie with me too long. I do not want to keep you from your route. I just wanted to taste of you. I just wanted a glimpse of your thoughts. For I know, I will not be there when my vengeance is put upon those who have offended me. You leave like a spectre. I am emptied of my lust for vengeance. I ache from your copulation. It is in your more than capable hands now. I hope we never meet again. |
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| Don't Go | ||
| c'mon,
c'mon now what you say? somebody said you leave today what's this thing your doing to me what's this fool you're trying to be you're talking nothing but a load of guff you're trying to put something in my lap, lap don't go please don't leave me don't go in the morning don't go please don't deceive me don't go in the morning don't take it away i'd do i'd do anything for you you make a mess of me all blue inside out i'm upside down back to front i'm all around don't you leave me by myself i don't want it don't go please don't leave me don't go in the morning don't go please don't deceive me don't go in the morning don't take it away "hello constance...it's me lloyd... nothing i'm just driving 'round...she broke up with me...what do i do?... can i get her back..how can i get her back...i can't get her to talk to me... ...i feel so fucked up..." "painful to live fear isn't it... can the maker repair what he makes... *laughing* destroy!..." "she gave me a pen...i gave her my heart and she gave me a pen...lloyd, honey just come home okay?...i'll be home soon...*phone clicks*" don't go please don't leave me don't go in the morning don't go please don't deceive me don't go in the morning don't take it away top |
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| Something Going On | ||
| i
can see that it won't be long you grow cold but you keep holding on you know you've changed and your words they lie that's something you can't deny i
call i
know there's something going on i
know a good thing must come to an end i
know there's something going on |
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| Hell Is For Children | ||
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hide in the light so that none see their fears they hide in the dark so that none see their tears forgive and forget all the while love and pain become one in the same in the eyes of a wounded child because hell hell is for children and you know that their little lives can become such a mess hell hell is for children and you shouldn't have to pay for your love with your bones and your flesh its all so confusing this brutal abusing they blacken your eyes then apologize be daddy's good girl and don't tell momma a thing be a good little boy and you'll get a new toy tell grandma you fell off the swing because hell hell is for children and you know that their little lives can become such a mess hell hell is for children and you shouldn't have to pay for your love with your bones and your flesh no, hell is for children... background vox i am not your mannequin i am not your little toy i am not your piece of meat i am your little boy foreground vox one, two never forget you three, four daddy's little whore five, six softly licks seven, eight my soul to take nine, ten never sleep again nine, ten never sleep again you, you stole from me you, you cut on me scar, scar still on me scar, scar for all to see you, you murdered me scar, scar watch me bleed you, you raped me scar, scar i am never free i was once your little boy now your death sets me free from this... hell hell is for children and you know that their little lives can become such a mess hell hell is for children and you shouldn't have to pay for your love with your bones and your flesh no more pain |
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| The Metro | ||
| I'm
alone sitting with my empty glass my four walls follow me through my past i was on a paris train i emerged in london rain and you were waiting there swimming through apologies i remember searching for the perfect words i was hoping you might change your mind i remember a soldier sleeping next to me riding on the metro you wore white smiling as you took my hand so removed we spoke of wintertime in france minutes passed with shallow words years have passed and still the hurt i can see you now smiling as you pulled away i remember the letter wrinkled in my hand "i'll love you always" filled my eyes i remember a night we walked along the seine riding on the metro i remember a feeling coming over me the soldier turned, then looked away i remember hating you for loving me riding on the metro I'm alone sitting in my broken glass my four walls follow me through my past i was on a paris train i emerged in london rain and you were waiting there swimming through apologies sorry... i remember searching for the perfect words i was hoping you might change your mind i remember a soldier sleeping next to me riding on the metro |
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| Dawn | ||
| every day starts like this as soon as i open my eyes sights of you, sights of them always on me, always there new dawn, new beginning his taste is there my soul has been fucked out of me if i had an answer i doubt it fantastic plastic he will die in my hands my hell has been fucked into me if i had an answer |
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| When i Die | ||
| all these windows are broken glass all these sorrows are rotten past i peer through the cracks with a scattered eye a tear through the mask with a battered sigh there was a reason there was a chance there was an answer complete your trance if you want it my so called life you can have it when i die can't you taste it broken dreams for this such a gift i lost all that i had in you i had my reasons one, you love the money |
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| Hate, i | ||
| i was your favorite gun with a pulse i was your ideal slut with a rose fit you like a glove so warm and tight fuck you like a god all day all night place me back on the shelf toys aren't forever sweet to sour a perfect picture place me back on the shelf i have a secret sweet to sour place me back on the shelf |
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| March Bleeding | ||
| with a gagged whisper we spoke of our fragile hope then, with a unexpected scream you shattered my helpless tatters i had one mission in my decisions was it something i said? the voice of god is both love and violence i am a simple prophet whore was it something i did? now those chains rust along with the clasps when i choose to beg and plead was it something i loved? follow in my footsteps keep moving. |
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| Straight Razor | ||
| i tried to tell you as dreams filled my eyes there is only one way back where was the love one arm one dream let you in my secret place i was your favorite toy as my vision clouds to the past one lie my heart i have been a god fate plans still alone i love i love |
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| Straight Razor(New Lie New Scar remix) | ||
| slowly it goes wonder where you are? burn me a hole will you ever find me? fall from my control don't you think about it? take one more soul apart, aren't i pretty? one lie is one cut every day go. one lie. one touch. you are the pity inside me. |
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| Blood Candy | ||
| before i knew you were a voice in my head lollypop assassin or so the preist has said my favorite flavor is upon my tongue my taster, my taker let's have some fun i'm yours drown in you your cupid's bow my heart drown in you with you forever drained by you |
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| Close(t) | ||
| i let you violate me i let you desecrate me i let you penetrate me i let you complicate me help me you had to fuck me like an animal i can't stand this isolation kill me you had to fuck me like an animal here in my closet, i am safe from all |
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| Hurt | ||
| i, hurt myself today to see if i still feel i, focus on the pain the only thing that's real the needle tears a hole what have i become and you can have it all i gave you all you want shattered and bloody glass what have i become and you can have it all i wear this crown of shit beneath the stains of time what have i become and you can have it all if i could do it again |
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| Fight | ||
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| Threads | ||
| walk beside me and see the bloody footprints behind me the testimony to my survival and your arrival my love, my rival here's where i unravel my threads of hope are you bleeding and our threads of hope walk beside me my threads of hope i'll take my chances |
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| Threads (No Cure remix) | ||
| still walk beside me in step and intwined we stumble sometimes crumble most times but, that's all my story you still smile our threads of hope in night's pretty glory i will trial our threads of Love "if we can't stop him...he ain't gonna stop himself..." "woman: i could never do what you do...devote myself to understanding a mind like that. man: i will never be able to understand a mind like that. woman: but you try, that's your job. man: i guess so." "if we can't stop him...he ain't gonna stop himself..." "man: i believe a child can experience something a million times worse abuse than what Gish went through...and still grow up...to be somebody that would never...ever...ever hurt another living thing. woman: are you sure? man: yes i am...sure." "if we can't stop him...he ain't gonna stop himself..." Our threads of Hope |
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| Filthy | ||
| down on your knees let's hear your confessions it is time to learn one of life's little lessons daddy's brand new game will leave you with lesions you know you want to play so stop your tease-on i still hear your voice i'm filthy why do you cry? i still feel you i'm filthy i still taste you one more step i'm filthy it's just what i need i'm still dirty all alone i'm filthy |
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| God Of Thunder | ||
| "shall i answer it?...pronto?...
i've gone above you...i've spoken to your section chief...someday you'll thank me or you won't...and i don't care...you'll be alive... is this clarice?...well, hello clarice...did you get my note?...i hope you liked the skin cream...i had it especially made for you... is he dead dr. lechter?... clarice, there's nothing in this world that i would love more then to be able to chat with you...unfortunately you've caught me at an awkward moment...please forgive me...see ya around...*beep*... an old friend... okay, hold on... here we go." you've got something about you god of thunder i'm the discarded plaything god of thunder He woke her then, and trembling and Do you believe a man could become so obsessed with a woman from a single encounter?... could he daily feel a stab of hunger for her i am the lost and unwanted the war against the god of thunder |
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| Trial | ||
"...and he said, it doesn't matter to me...you're bod...you're body will still be warm from my...huge...cock...(deep breath) and (deep sigh)...(deep breath) he said...he was choking me and i was holding it like this(motions with hand)...and he said...do you wanna die a slut...and i jus' nodded no...and then he said, are you g'n, are you gonna listen to everything i've got to say...have you do...and i just nodded yes...(lawyer: Then what happened?)...he'kept slicing...and he lifts up my legs...and he puts...what...turns out to be...rubbing alcohol in the visine bottle...(deep breath)and he sticks...some...up my...rectum area...(deep breath)(deep sigh)and that really hurt really bad 'cause he had tore me up royal...(deep breath)and(deep sigh)...an'put some in my vagina...which really hurt bad...then he walked around...back to the driver's seat side of me...held my nose open like this...held them open and he squirt...rubbing alcohol down my nose...and he said i'm saving your eyes for the grand finale...put visine back on the dash...and i spit in his face...and he said you're a dead bitch you're dead and he was wipin' his eyes...and i layed down real quick and grabbed my bag...and...h-he's starting to come...for...for me...but i grabbed my bag and threw...whipped my pistol out toward him...and he was coming toward me with his right arm i believe...and i shot immediately...and i think i shot twice as fast as i could..." |
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| Catharsis | ||
"...There are no more barriers to cross...all i have in common with the uncontrollable...and the insane...the vicious and the evil...all the mayhem i have caused and my utter indifference toward it...i have now surpassed...my pain is constant and sharp...and i do not hope for a better world for anyone...in fact...i want my pain to be inflicted on others...i want no one to escape...but even after admitting this, there is no catharsis...my punishment continues to elude me...and i gain no deeper knowledge of myself...no new knowledge can be extracted from my telling...this confession has meant nothing..." |
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